I can hardly speak on the mass awakening that is currently happening.
These are things my mother had been instilling in me since I was little, now coming to light.
I am glad it is happening in her lifetime, really, so she can see how right she was all along.
My mother is ahead of her time.
Often times she was shunned by the wrong people, places and things who did not understand her.
I’ve been reflecting on this dynamic of my childhood and becoming aware of how that dynamic plays out in my current life.
I’ve often felt different, never quite fitting in anywhere, alienated.
Due to this pervasive feeling in my life, where I have struggled to maintain friendships and love relationships, and because relationships are so important to me, I have made it a priority to shift this.
Becoming aware is the 1st step then understanding, acceptance, forgiveness, compassion, and then, writing a new story.
This is the work that I am so very passionate about doing, excavating and healing childhood trauma.
So I do it, daily.
It is one of the main reasons why I know in my heart that I am meant to walk with others on this path.
When I first started to think about what WORK, I want to bring to the world, I thought, What can I see myself doing, all day everyday?
THIS, I absolutely LOVE talking about and analyzing childhood family dynamics.
My current biggest work is to create a childhood family dynamic with my own children that is healthier than the one I had.
It is the most challenging thing and will be the most rewarding as I watch my children grow up to being self-sufficient adults. Fingers Crossed.
Being a single mother is INSANITY. I truly side with Teal Swan on this when I say that, It cannot and should not be done.
Women, children and the Elderly are meant to be supported in community, what we are seeing in this generation is the result of prolonged ignorance.
We have lived far too long in IGNORANCE of the FACT that when our women are supported, our children are supported, our Elders are honored and respected, HUMANITY THRIVES.
It is GOOD for THE WHOLE.
When GREEDY HUMANS think only of themselves and FORGET to support the WOMEN, the CHILDREN, and the ELDERS, we are currently seeing the destruction of that.
It just seems so obvious to me, THE ANSWER TO THIS ISSUE….
Somewhere along the lines we, as humans, stopped feeling safe to TRUST…
When MAN TRUSTS GOD, he trusts himself, he trusts his partner and his partner can trust him too.
When MAN does not TRUST God, he does not trust himself, he becomes weak and lacks focus, looking to fill his VOID with PLEASURE SEEKING BEHAVIORS.
A life of HEDONISM may be fun for a moment but it is fleeting as all things on the Earthly plane of existence.
The only infinite and steady option we have on this plane of existence is GOD or our IDEA of what SOURCE ENERGY is.
LITERALLY.
Believing and TRUSTING in SOURCE is the only HOPE to escape the perceived failures and disappointments in our 3D reality.
So, that is what I do. I TRUST source. GOD. An infinite PRESENCE of LOVE & PEACE & KICK YOU IN THE BOOTY IF YOU’RE NOT IN ALIGNMENT.
I was raised Christian.
It didn’t stop me from getting caught in a long long cycle of self- abandonment and abuse.
I prayed to Jesus for years to SAVE ME from myself and everything I was doing.
I felt completely out of control of my life, I was in my early 20’s.
I consider myself to be “saved” from that old life I was living.
I consider myself to be, sanctified, consecrated.
That is why I am sitting here writing this blog.
Yes writing this blog is for me, because Catharsis is a very healing tool I use regularly, but also for you.
If you’ve felt or are feeling, sad, alone, confused, lost, seeking, frustrated, unclear, unworthy, hopeless, helpless with your relationships.
I get it, let’s walk the path to ALIGNMENT together.
DISCLAIMER:
Firstly, If you are seeking to harm yourself or others, I suggest seeing a licensed therapist and if you are in need of professional medication of course judge for yourself either of those things, I am not a certified therapist or psychiatrist.
I AM however, someone who LOVES doing childhood trauma healing work.
Who can sit with you as you identify how you remember feeling as a child and make the connection between how your current relationships are playing out this old programming.
From there you can start to think about how you want your life to feel instead.
Identify WHAT changes need to be made to get you in alignment with your HIGHEST DIVINE CALLING.
I know that I am personally the type of person who has many realizations about things over and over again once I sit down and discuss certain thoughts and ideas I have about things, OUT LOUD.
Also, We integrate MOVEMENT & VOCALIZATION to clear STAGNANT ENERGY.
Create personal affirmations and declare new REALITIES.
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Answer me this question, privately or in the comments section.
Do YOU FEEL STUCK?
If you could have everything you’ve ever wanted, what ideas would you need to be willing to let go of to get there?
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