All my life I've been a seeker. Eye remember growing up in a consistent search for something. A longing, a desire, a Passion for putting my words to paper. Eye would imagine an expanded life of exponential possibilities. From a place of Lack. From a place of feeling as if there was something out there that needed to be reached. Something other than myself that needed to be discovered and found. "THE ANSWER" The key, the tool, the "ONE" thing, and if It could just have obtained, that ONE thing then that would be it. Eye would be happy. Eye would feel content and loved and I wouldn't need to search anymore.
Eye sought to take a breath from the search. To pause and enjoy, to finally feel like I could REST. What did it look like to find, as my mother would call it a "Place of peace?"
You know what Eye believed about this?
Eye believed eye would find it. Eye believed Eye would find that place of peace. That moment when Fear was not a factor and Freedom would be my Mantra.
So I went searching, In Christianity, In Buddhism, In Scientology, In Sex, In Love, In Money, In Relationship, In Food, In Solitude, In Mind Trips.
Buddhism taught me that Peace comes from within. That when you meditate you can achieve enlightenment. These meditations became seeds that would then ripen and become positive karma and we would dedicate that karma to the good of all beings or to enlightenment. Serve Others. Act with positive intentions, act with pure motives. We would sing songs of praise to the Buddhas. Creating Peace from affirmed praise.
Christianity taught me the value of relationship. That Jesus was God in the flesh that he came to Earth as a sacrifice to die which would then save us from our Sin so that we may then gain eternal life. His Sacrifice was our Reward. Which would naturally make me feel Eternally Grateful to Jesus for paying that debt on my behalf. Eye was taught that Eye would now need to dedicate my life to his Service.
Peace came through in my Gratitude in being of service.
Eye would also sing songs of praise to Jesus. Peace again arising from Worship.
Scientology aimed to clear my past traumas by replaying past events verbally with a partner to release the charge of the past incident. I learned that eye desire to be independent. Eye ran out of that place so fast after only one week. I learned I wanted to Create my own Rules, Beliefs and Pathways, and to give no mind of what others were doing. That's the opposite of what they taught, but that is what I learned. I learned that they believed PEACE will come but only once you're completely CLEAR... Which is accurate however they had a very specific prescription, far too specific a prescription on how to "get there."
I questioned all of them throughout the process. Questioned with curiosity, with an intent to uncover "Their Secret" of a peaceful life.
The Answer. What is the Answer?
EYE LEARNED WHAT EVERYONE ELSE BELIEVED.
IT NOW BECAME THE TIME TO LEARN WHAT DO EYE BELIEVE?
Finally Eye heard Rabbi Finley simply say, "Do no harm." "Benefit When Possible."
A Flood of raging memories of the wisdom that I had studied in my life up until now. Wait, I had to pause. I had to stop, I had to meditate on this.
DO I resonate with this?
Doing no harm to others is Morality, and Doing no harm to yourself is Spirituality.
Just don't hurt others.
Don't hurt yourself.
Try to make life better for people and yourself.
It's the most basic easy to comprehend instruction.
NOW EYE RECEIVED IT WITH EASE AND EXCITEMENT.
And What do you think happened in the coming days?
Some old paradigms came back and Eye found myself Resentful and Acting Out -Which are energetic frequencies that ARE doing harm!
BUT THIS TIME!
I SAW IT CLEARLY.
Eye had been making prayers for years really to "find" Clarity to "Posses it" and in recent days...
Eye Affirmed to my Guides Thank You for Your Divine Clarity.
My nature had always been to PRAY which is a wish and a hope which is a desire for something unattained for something not contained within me...
THEN EYE DISCOVERED.
EYE AM THE MASTER MANIFESTOR OF MY DREAMS.
EYE CHOOSE MY REALITY.
EYE CHOOSE TO ALLOW ONLY MY HIGHEST GOOD AND THE HIGHEST GOOD OF ALL CONCERNED.
EYE CHOOSE TRUST IN DIVINITY.
EYE CHOOSE AN ABUNDANT FILLED REALITY.
EYE CHOOSE PEACE.
EYE CHOOSE CREATIVITY.
EYE CHOOSE INSPIRATION.
EYE CHOOSE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
"THE ANSWER" is in Who, What, Where, When & How EYE CHOOSE.
We create our own answer.
NOW EYE MUST ASK YOU.
WHO< WHAT<WHERE<WHEN<HOW DO YOU CHOOSE?
EYE AFFIRM NOW:
What - Eye choose to INGEST/GIVE (into)(my body) for the highest benefit.
Who - Eye choose to LOVE (within my body) for the highest benefit.
Where - Eye choose to GO (with my body) for the highest benefit.
When - Eye choose to CREATE (with my body) for the highest benefit.
How - Eye Choose to SEE (my body is for) the highest benefit.
IN ALL SITUATIONS AND CIRCUMSTANCES.
EYE INVITE YOU To TRULY discover, What THAT HIGHEST BENEFIT LOOKS LIKE IN YOUR LIFE.
HOW DOES THAT PLAY OUT FOR YOU?
INGEST LOVE * GIVE LOVE * GO CREATE
THERE EYE FIND MY "PLACE OF PEACE."
The TRUTH for me is that "The Answer" is here now, Within ME.
THERE IS NO "DESPERATE NEED" to SEEK ANYMORE.
Eye Sought for myself all these years for "The Answer", but Eye Always knew Eye was Seeking for YOU.
For YOU to Read this.
Sit back and ALLOW THIS INFORMATION TO CLICK for you.
ALLOW everything you've experienced up till now to make SENSE like it has for me.
That simply by reading this letter you would, "WAKE UP." or perhaps you've already "Woken up" and you are reading this and being reminded of your TRUTH.
It's that moment you feel so Free!
That MOMENT OF SURRENDER OF FEAR.
EYE AFFIRM NOW:
SURRENDER OF ANXIETY.
SURRENDER OF LACK.
EYE GIVE UP THOSE OLD BELIEFS AND CHOOSE HERE AND NOW TO WAKE UP TO MYSELF.
TO MY BODYS MESSAGES.
LISTENING TO MY BODYS BREATH IS THE GREATEST GIFT.
MY FOCUS IS CLEAR.
EYE AM IN ALIGNMENT WITH MY DIVINE PURPOSE.
EYE GIVE MY BODY THE ATTENTION IT REQUESTS.
EYE AM LOVE.
EYE AM HEALTHY.
EYE AM WEALTHY.
EYE GIVE AND RECEIVE AFFECTION WITH EASE.
EYE RELEASE FEAR.
EYE RELEASE LIMITING THOUGHT PATTERNS THAT NO LONGER SERVE ME. The list goes on.
AND SO IT IS.
SO I'LL ASK AGAIN...
WHAT DO YOU CHOOSE TO AFFIRM IN YOUR LIFE?
**Please comment! Eye love to interact with you, it brings me great Joy to hear how this makes you feel.
Without Judgment with pure speculation.
Eye am interested in hearing from you what your body's physical response is to reading these words at this time.
BLESSINGS LIGHT BEINGS - Channelled Poem For You
ACTIVATE VIBRATE RECIPROCATE REVERBERATE APPRECIATE INTEGRATE RELATE DON'T BE FAKE Be GENUINE and in PERFECT Time we FIND the PEACE WITHIN
to SURRENDER HATE AND NOW we EMBRACE the DIVINE which can not be replaced,
And we CHOOSE TO LIVE IN FAITH TRUSTING IN OUR POWER TO CREATE.
ALL IN THE HIGHEST WE DESIRE - In the HIGHEST - In the Fire - We step out of muck and mire. Now My Eyes are Heavy Eye Choose to Retire.
I'll Meet You in dreamland Fam.
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